New Hope

Let me tell you guys something. The most disheartening thing is to have to move into a hotel where you work because you cannot afford to rent your own place. Buying is completely out of the question in that regard as well. Then, because you are struggling, the interest from your debt makes your debt increase, instead of decreasing, even though you’ve been making payments. It’s been a very disheartening start to the year. But, this week, I was given new hope.

What happened

Something exciting. Well, exciting for me. Last week I sent my resume out to four places, hoping against all hope that I would get called for an interview. Well, I did not get a phone call, but I did get an email. I was asked to come in for an interview. What made that even more special? It was for the place that I was really hoping to get an interview. The hours sounded perfect for what I would want. And the cherry on top – I could make my schedule at the hotel fit around it perfectly. The hours are set hours, Monday to Friday, with Fridays getting added to the days off in the summer. No evenings required, which means if I needed to/wanted to, I could work a short evening shift at the hotel after this other job.

The interview

Well, it’s been a while since I’ve been the one being interviewed. For the past 3 years, I’ve been the one conducting interviews and the last interview I had for myself was over 4 years ago. So, naturally I was a bit nervous about this interview. I prayed for it to go well, and asked others to pray for me as well. In my opinion, the interview went well. I found out the business is a small business, and the couple that owns it are amazing. They shared a bit about themselves, I shared about myself, we talked and it was about an hour later that I actually left the interview. Due to other interviews this week, I do have to wait till next week to find out. But I am filled with new hope.

New hope for my supporters

There are a lot of people in my corner, praying that I get this job. It’s not just me. They have seen me break down crying due to financial stress. Many of them have asked how they can help. So, when I shared that I had an interview at the one place I was hoping for, they all rose up to pray and wish me luck. There is new hope in them to see me get out of this rut that I’m in. Excitement is buzzing in the air and Monday will make or break that. Let’s all hope that I get good news Monday.

a quick reminder

I do not want anyone thinking ill will towards my current boss. She, understandably, was not thrilled about the idea of me getting a second job. However, she knows my debt situation more than most, and she understands. In fact, she is praying that the right outcome happens, even if that means I reduce hours here. There are still some tasks that I will resume at the hotel, such as making the schedule and writing blogs. On top of that, I’ll still work the odd shift and cover the 3 nights for accommodation. Now, naturally, if I get this job that means I’ll need to sleep those night shifts. However, with it being just for accommodation, I just need to be available for phone calls and guest needs. So, I’m okay.

new hope feels good

It feels so great to be filled with this new hope. If I get this job I can start making bigger dents in my debt. Once a good portion of that debt has been knocked down, I can go apartment hunting for me and my cats. Don’t get me wrong, I’m grateful that my boss gave me the opportunity to live here to help reduce costs so that I can pay down my debt. But I’m ready to have my own space, and more of it. This is just too small for me, my things, and my cats. I want them to have room to run and lose some weight. I have a good feeling about this, and I’m excited to see what happens.

don’t give up

Is there something in your life that is weighing you down? Are you looking for new hope? I’m here to tell you, don’t give up. It’s hard when you’re in the moment, when you’re feeling low. Believe me, I know. I have cried many tears this year being in that low place. But, there is always the opportunity to have new hope. You just have to look for it and go for it. The job I’m waiting for said they were looking for someone experienced in the area. I do not have experience. But I applied anyway and let them know that I was a fast learner. And I got the interview. Don’t sit on the side lines. Go out and do something about it. After all, anything can happen if you try.